How I feel Rite Now :'|

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Meme :\

  Well today is just really going to suck . Okay so its snowy & icy outside , and I remember that my MeMe (yes it's pronounced like May-May and there's supposed to be a squiggly line above the e's  but Idk how to do that sooo ..) Always used to wine and complain about the snow & how horrible it is . It's weird how when people pass away you miss the little , simple things about them :( I would give anything to listen to her complain about how long the lines at Walmart are or something . Ughhhh :| I didn't even wanna go to school today ! & Christmas is coming up and everything else . I remember the last two Christmas' she bought me boy shirts instead of girl shirts from aeropostale. I remember I was so aggravated when she did that ! I went to the store and returned them every time she did it . But now that she's gone i really wish she was here to give me another boy shirt :( ughh this sounds so corny i swear >.< Oh well . . . Well im gonna go work . Byeee /:

We'll be fine♥

Yeah, never thoughts of suicide, I'm too alive
But I still treat it likes it's do or die
Even though dying isn't in the plans,
But neither was making it and here I am
In the presidential do you like your new room?
Always presidential and tonight's no blue moon
Since I saw Aaliyah's precious life go too soon,
She deserve the credit for how I'm about to get it
That's why I got a new dumb thing moving through the street
Got a new condo, move it to the beach
Heard Nicki just bought a brand new crib
Goddamn man she's beauty and the beast (Lord)
Seems like yesterday that I was up and coming
Still so young that I ain't had enough of nothing

The fam here, the drink here, the girls here?
Well fuck let's get it then

[Hook]
I'm trying to let go of the past
Should we make this one a double?
You ain't even gotta ask, ah
Because it's hard to say no, say no
Yeah it's hard to say no

Are you down, are you down? Yea you all the way down, every time
Am I down, am I down? Yea I'm all the way down, we'll be fine
Are you down, are you down? Yea you all the way down, every time
Am I down, am I down? Yea I'm all the way down, we'll be fine

[Verse 2]
Used to make us proud we had dreams of getting bigger man
Loved you until now, but now I'm the nigga man
You keep talking that "You was this and you had this
And you deserve some fucking credit how did anyone forget it."
Got a show up in your city, yo girl is in the line
And the line around the corner it's my motherfucking time
You should take it as a sign, man I got it right now.
I wouldn't doubt it cause these bitches all about it right now
Let's be real about this shit, can I take you home?
Or come to where you stay? Do you live on your own?
I heard you got your ways, I never would have known
She said "you're such a dog" I said "you're such a bone."
I've been everywhere, where you know me from?
These days women give it to me like they owe me one
But they crave attention though they always saying "Show me something."
But girl you ain't the only one that's trying to be the only one
At least I admit that, if you get that, and you with that
Then fuck let's get it then

[Hook]
I'm trying to let go of the past
Should we make this one a double?
You ain't even gotta ask, ah
Because it's hard to say no, say no
Yeah it's hard to say no

Are you down, are you down? Yea you all the way down, every time
Am I down, am I down? Yea I'm all the way down, we'll be fine
Are you down, are you down? Yea you all the way down, every time
Am I down, am I down? Yea I'm all the way down, we'll be fine

Fridayyyy ;)

Hey there bloggesss :D JORDAN IS IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY & I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER !!!!! This kid justin made her oh so happy because of something she told me not to put . :) Okay so yeaaaaah yesterday was a good day ! But the night before last night I had this dream & i really dont know what to do -__- Okay so you know Carrot-Cake right ? Well i had this dream that she died and i was at her funeral and oh gosh it was so sad ! So i told my mom about it & she was like "Well dreams are what your self conciess is trying to tell you & I think its telling you that you need to make up with her , cause deep down you're scared something's gonna happen to her and your not gonna have the chance to be her friend . " . . . Something like that . Soooooo yeah I dunno o.o HAHA Oh gosh jordan just made my day ! She said in her blog that she ran around the house saying " bam bam turkey and ham " & that her dad was like " STOP PEOPLE ARE SLEEPING !!!!!!!!!! " Ha oh gosh that is hillarussss :) Okay anyways , WHAT DO I DO WITH CARROT-CAKE !?!?! I don't wanna be her friend . . .at least i dont think i do . . . But what if something does happen to her ? Then I wouldn't get my chance to be her friend :\ Hmmm i dunno ! Dude Jordan you and dellie ARE ARE ARE ARE meant to beeeeeeee ! Haha I just thought of this commercial for that movie lottery ticket when that girl goes "I WANNA HAVE YOUR BABY ! " Hahha random thought ;D I can see Johanna saying that to Dellie ;) HAHAHHA JUST KIDDINGGGGG ! You dont got no slut virus like some girls in this school who's name shall not be mentioned (: Haha so yeah . OK SOOOOOOOOOO Crispin is going to the play with me and Jordan tonight & Oh Lord Jordan Gave Crispin Surgery !!!!! He had these tag's on him and Jordan went snip snip and cut them off ! Poor Crispin ! & STUPID QUINCIFER Tried to come and mess her up ! AND SHE DID IT ALL ON HER OWN AND CUT PART OF HIS YELLOWNESS OFF !!!!! & Then thats when deegan kong was like "Your supposed to put him to sleep first !" So she bobbed him on the head with the scissors -____- S M H JORDANNNNN ! DUDE Deegan Kong has been with his gf for 8 monthssssss ! JEAZEEEEE Thats love right thurrrr :DD Haha okay well im done byeeeeee (:

Jordan read theseeeeeeee !

Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
- Leon Joseph Suenens
Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.
Everyday is a gift, that’s why they call it the present.
Never regret. If it’s good, it’s wonderful. If it’s bad, it’s experience.
- Victoria Holt
Inspiration and genius–one and the same.
The future depends on what we do in the present.
- Mahatma Gandhi
Put your future in good hands – your own.
If you only do what you know you can do – you never do very much.
- Tom Krause
Whatever you are be a good one.
- Abraham Lincoln
Find something you love to do and you’ll never have to work a day in your life.
Misery is almost always the result of thinking.
The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra.
- Jimmy Johnson
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness.
There are three words I like to repeat to myself: glass half full. Just to remind myself to be grateful for everything I have.
Fall seven times, stand up eight.
I have enjoyed life a lot more by saying yes than by saying no.
Excellence is not a skill. It is an attitude.
- Ralph Marston
Don’t waste a minute not being happy. If one window closes, run to the next window — or break down a door.
Wherever you go, go with all your heart.
- Confucius
You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.
- Christopher Columbus
Happiness is the best face lift.
Nobody ever drowned in his own sweat.
- Ann Landers
Think of the beauty still left around you and be happy.
If you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you’ll never enjoy the sunshine.
- Morris West
Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right.
- Henry Ford
I never need to see the sun again, there enough light in your eyes to light up all the world.
People can live one hundred years without really living a minute.
Live your life in the manner that you would like your kids to live theirs.
- Michael Levine
No Matter what you do there will be critics.
There is dignity in suffering; nobility in pain; but failure is a salted wound, that burns and burns again!
Seventy percent of success in life is showing up.
- Woody Allen
A society grows great when old men plant trees whose shade they know they shall never sit in.
Try and fail, but don’t fail to try.
- Stephen Kaggwa
Many say I am just one to try. I say I am one less to quit.
- Diego Marchi

My Song To Jordan :DD

Here is a little song I wrote You might want to sing it note for note Don't worry be happy In every life we have some trouble When you worry you make it double Don't worry, be happy......
Ain't got no place to lay your head Somebody came and took your bed Don't worry, be happy The land lord say your rent is late He may have to litigate Don't worry, be happy Lood at me I am happy Don't worry, be happy Here I give you my phone number When you worry call me I make you happy Don't worry, be happy Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style Ain't got not girl to make you smile 

But don't worry be happy Cause when you worry Your face will frown And that will bring everybody down So don't worry, be happy (now).....
There is this little song I wrote I hope you learn it note for note Like good little children Don't worry, be happy Listen to what I say In your life expect some trouble But when you worry You make it double Don't worry, be happy...... Don't worry don't do it, be happy Put a smile on your face Don't bring everybody down like this Don't worry, it will soon past Whatever it is Don't worry, be happy

DEEGAN IS SO ANNYOYING !

Haha Just Kidding Deegan Kong :D I put that as the title so Deegan will be like "LAURA YOU COCK  ROACH !" & I'll be like "BWAHAHAHHA" And yeah okay so this morning at breakfast It was sooo much fun (except for when Jordan made me spill my milk -____-) Cause like I was squishing banana's and it was bustin out guts all over the placeeeee ((: So i'm wearing this charm bracelet & Jordan GRABBED MY HAND AND SPILLED MY MILK !!!!! Haha but It was fun cause I got to use a mop like a big kid (x Oh Soooo me and cotton are great friends now I believe ! But he has a girl friend and her face is like this **Squints and arches eye brows alot** GRODY HUHHH ?! Im just saying , you could do better :P Thats my song to you Cotton ! 
Me: Dun is poop 
Quincy: Thats a dung job
Me: OHHHHH
Quincy: Fail . . . 
HAHAHA I swear we have the most epic conversations ever in here (: MY NAILS ARE PINK AND GREEN ON ONE HAND & PURPLE ON THE OTHERRRR ! Okay I'm done (: